I'm really glad I found something like this.
Today I failed to submit anything for the resubmission of my dissertation (which I only handed in 2,000 words the first time around)
and keep swaying between feeling absolutely awful and absoluely ok.
I don't really know why I didn't just try a bit harder, I'm not stupid and probably could have passed it if I put the time in....It would be capped at a D anyway as a resubmission! I passed both other elements of my final year with 2 C's so overall could have got an ok grade. I've been scraping passes since day 1 (I studied Fashion in London at a fairly decent uni, with ridiculously high fees which I dread paying back - about 55,000 for a degree I didn't even get!) but during the three years there, instead of attending class or studying I have been interning at magazines in London and New York (and working in bars/as an au-pair/whatever I can do to get by as my mum in scotland is poor and unable to support me) and straight out of uni managed to get a job in the field I wanted which is why I didn't have much time to work on my dissertation and didn't hand anything in. Unfortunately I've not been anywhere near as lucky as you with my salary, but I hope that will come someday.
London is crazy expensive and the future worries me a little - I have so much money to pay back to student loans for basically nothing and I am in a little debt just now with two overdrafts. But I think it will all be ok!
I believe that a degree does not define you or open up any doors for you....we do that ourselves! It's necessary if you want to be a doctor or lawyer and such but in mine, and your case - not so!
(I'm kind of writing this to make myself feel better about it and like you say to get it off my chest a bit....I live with my boyfriend so he knows I didn't hand anything in today....but I don't want to tell my mum! I'm going away this weekend with friends and I know they will all ask about it and I just don't really want to justify it to them/ them to feel sorry for me/ me to start thinking I should have tried harder to submit etc...)
Anyway, sorry to ramble and thanks for the encouragement! I'm aiming high! **** Uni!