hi guys thanks for your replys! to clarify yes i mean fail, its highly embarrassing as i usually do ok academically. I guess I've lost my love for academia ( well maybe not love , errm i can't think of a word lol) I was planning on doing a masters degree and maybe even phd within the future but now i hate studying and I'm applying for a few work programmes/ higher apprenticeships in order to earn some money and find myself and get into a routine, i hate the student lifestyle right now, and yeah I'm just feel pretty down about things.... I'm going to try my best to scrape a pass for the second year, but I'm not sure if i can i have a few resits in june and july tho