I'm the same kinda. I think i appreciate my education a lot, lot more than the first time I went to college and I genuinely absolutely enjoy going there... the holidays get kinda boring for me now and I wish I was back
tfw I've never got to experience this because I go to an all boys school
It feels really nice, like I just lay down on my bed and hold my pillow imagining it's her and she is with me. Then when I she her my heart starts fluttering and she looks so adorable and sweet. The only bad bit is when I see her with this guy and I don't know but he might be her boyfriend I hope not but I think he is and it's kind of painful because I have to watch someone else live out all my fantasies in front of me
It feels really nice, like I just lay down on my bed and hold my pillow imagining it's her and she is with me. Then when I she her my heart starts fluttering and she looks so adorable and sweet. The only bad bit is when I see her with this guy and I don't know but he might be her boyfriend I hope not but I think he is and it's kind of painful because I have to watch someone else live out all my fantasies in front of me