Dear you,
I dont believe a word of what you say. Its none of my concern anymore who you date, but I know one thing. University will start soon for you, you'll meet girls when you're out drinking and partying, and you'll find another one and ruin her, just like you did to me. I know guys like you very well, and once they start they cant stop. Once they ruin one girl they continue to ruin other innocent girls again and again, by promising them all these things and saying such beautiful words and then the next day theyre up and gone.
Its so easy for you to message me and say sorry, funny how it took you getting drunk to realise even a percent of the damage you did to me. Its easy for you to message me and say "I'm putting everything behind me" you know why? Because you werent the one who got hurt, I was. Its not easy for me to just get up and put everything you did behind me. I should never have chased after you the day you left me on the streets in Glasgow, I should've just turned the other way and went. I should've never came back because you were never worthy of my love and attention. You used me for your fun and games and sadly thats all I was to you - fun. Then you got bored.
You're the reason I will never go near love again. Its easy for you to say "you'll find someone else" but trust me, maybe when you get your heart broken one day you will realise how hard it is to go near love again when you've been damaged so hard. You're the reason I will never trust anyone again. I was never a princess, I was just your toy. I was nothing to you. You took everything from me: my virginity, my smile, my laugh, the little bit of happiness I had, my heart.. everything, and left me with anger, bitterness, emptiness and sadness. I gave you everything and you just crushed me to pieces. I dont believe anything you say to me anymore. I dont believe anything anyone says.
Sure, you can try apologising to me again in 4 years. Perhaps then I will be healed enough to forgive you. Until then, this is just how its gonna have to be.