"Dear you...." MKII

Dear you,

I can feel myself starting to fall for you and I'm not sure I want to. It never ends well. I hope I don't disappoint you.

Love, me

I'm sure you won't disappoint them. Let yourself fall for them. It could be something beautiful.

I appreciate your encouragement but it's rarely the case, for me. He has so much to offer and I have nothing.

Dear Rose,

You are not the one with the Mercedes, swimming pool and room for a pony. Nevertheless, I WILL not have you sinking into moral turpitude by continuing to associate with your many gentleman friends such as Mr Crabtree, Mr Applewhite and Mr Butterfield.
I know I often ask the questions, but I'm not standing here surrounded by expensive wallpaper to be given details like that!

Unfortunately, your lax attitude to upholding the moral standards of our family is starting to rub off on your new friend, @ZuluK, who has taken it upon herself to charm her way into the lives of the many young gentlemen of The Student Room.
There I was, hoping to introduce @ZuluK to my son, Sheridan, but after seeing her new attitude to men, I am not so sure!

What a tragedy for Sheridan to have an aunt who does not care about flying the flag of finesse!

Your sister,
Hyacinth

Dear You,

I haven't done a dear you post in a while mainly because I've been so stressed with exams. I'm going to try not to write an essay but it's so so hard to believe that a year ago next week I found out that you had been found in your apartment, dead. I couldn't stop crying and to this day, I miss you as badly as I did a year ago. Your hugs are the things I miss the most about you. As well as your smile and how your laugh would make me laugh no matter how depressed I was. If heaven does exist, I'm pretty sure you're having loads of hot baths and drinking vodka while running after puppies you've taken on. Fingers crossed I'll see you there in 70 years time or something. I've had days where I can literally hear you in my head telling me to work my ass off and rely on myself to be happy and make my own life up. I miss your voice so much.

Honestly, I'm scared and nervous as hell about the future. Because you won't be there to pick up the pieces for me. I'm terrified my life is just going to be a screwed up one.

I turn 18 in a few weeks. If you were still around you would've probably put me in a dress that showed off my legs or something and thrown me into a nightclub. But since you're not, I'm not going to do anything apart from eating pizza. That still wouldn't be as great without you.

I still love you to pieces and I still miss you. Hope you're liking wherever you are. And please try making sure I don't **** my life up completely.

Love

Me xxx

I kind of almost teared up So sorry to hear about your loss

Dear you,

Thanks for wasting months of my life and making me think you were the one for me. Thanks for absolutely nothing. You talk to me now like everything is fine whilst i just want to throw abuse at your face. But you don't care.

You know i have no one else to talk to about this. I have no proper friends. I thought you were the one i could share everything with and you go and throw it all back in my face.

Usually people will have someone they can talk to about their feelings and when the person they like turns out to be nothing but an uncaring bitch. I have to resort to this anonymous post on TSR to let out my anger, because your lack of care is infuriating me so much.

You've left me thinking that i have no one. I'm destined to be single my whole life. The only option being an arranged marriage. But no girl is going to like me due to my below average looks, which is all most of them tend to care about nowadays. So ive returned to the thought processes I had before I spoke to you where i felt like giving up on life. I just cant handle it. Seeing everyone from uni days getting married off to each other, relatives my age also getting married. What's wrong with me? Why have i been dealt with the rubbish hand?

If you read this then you'll probably guess its about you. But i dont really care. I need to get it off my chest.

No more love,
Me

idk who you are but im sure theres a girl out there for you! no one good enough has come along yet but when they do, you will be the happiest!

Unfortunately the only way girls have come into my life in this way is through TSR, and they all ended up being stupid. Now I'm too old for this place tbh. Never had any luck with a girl I've known from elsewhere.

I've succumbed to the view of being single forever. Even worse though is not havibg a friend at all to talk to.

dont say that! i think i know who you are but not sure why do you think you dont have a friend to talk to? youre more than welcome to pm me if you want to talk about it, i understand how you feel. i know you feel crappy rn but thats not going to be the case forever!