Final weekend update (sun) - 08/04/2018 12:57 - ok.
13:02 - im so angry that i'm crying + i'm just so so angry bc i just feel so defeated.
13:42 - I need to get myself in the revision thread so I guess I'm going to get myself in the revision thread bc even though absolutely nothing in me wants to, I know I have to bc I won't get anything done otherwise. Everything is dumb.
15:15 - I've finally finished writing the unfinished poetry essay from the other day. 928 words.
17:10 - I haven't revised my flashcards in a while which means they've been building up and it's not good. Just studied 134 flashcards in 36 minutes though. I'll do the rest of them tomorrow bc it'll be more manageable that way.
17:51 - Ok I've recorded one poem.
21:12 - So I've showered and cleaned my entire room. It was getting.. offensive. Hoovered, and also finally unpacked and also finally changed my bedsheets which I haven't done since I last mentioned on here. Think it's been like a month or something. Life just gets on top of me ok. Why do I always put the wrong size duvet cover on though. Cannot bear to change it again, uncomfortable it's gonna have to be. Also just lit a candle so my room should smell funky soon.
Overall this easter holiday has just been despicable. First was half was good, last half was very bad and tbh, I'm so drained like it's just been so disgusting. The number of times I have cried is like actually illegal. I don't know if I'm proud of what I've achieved, I don't think I care. I basically tried to dedicate my easter holidays towards literature because when i go back to college i will not have much time to revise due to my coursework. By the way today I discovered that it turned out I had 9 essays to write this easter, not 8. I'm just accepting it at this point. Which means I've basically got to do 5 more essays before my next lesson.
I honestly didn't know how to split it up so that I'd do everything on time and I don't know if I've made the right decision by spending all of easter on english but I guess we'll find out soon.
Definitely not looking forward to school tomorrow, definitely not feeling recharged for a new term but can't do anything about it so whatev. I'm already in bed and everything. I didn't get to sleep till about 6am yesterday either so really trying to prevent that today in anyway I possibly can by getting into bed earlier + hoping the exhaustion takes me. I have a throbbing headache so hopefully it won't be too hard. Only consumed a yoghurt today + haven't had a proper meal since like last sunday I think so I'll try and get better at that for this next week. Really hoping this next week will be a lot better for many reasons to be honest.
21:15 - Well, here's the inevitable sunday graph image. Goodbye for now.
In progress:
Revision essays written: 4. (three poetry, one king lear)
A2 poetry revision update: 13/28.
A2 poem recordings update: 16/28.
Completed:
Lear reading update: 127/127.
Tess reading update: 398/398.
Splendid suns reading update: 402/402.