I did a very stupid thing ..Watch
Now I can just feel people acting different towards me and I don't know what to do. Even worse I'm not over her and I didn't even know i Could ever be attracted to a girl either.
Moral of the story: don’t tell the girl, at least she doesn’t know it was you
Being attracted to people is normal. Love or feeling of love is normal. I wouldn't overthink the labels of gender/sexuality - you are you and nothing is new.
As you sent the email anonymously - it doesn't matter. She may have assumed, as most of us would, that it was spam, rubbish or a joke.
If you don't have a relationship with her an email isn't a good way to go.
If you're young an in an enclosed environment such a move is pretty risky and I wouldn't advise it.