(Never had an ADHD diagnosis but have struggled with impulsivity, inattention and hyperactivity to quite a severe level since starting preschool).
Before driving lessons, just a quick rundown of how bad I can (and often am) be:
At work (a warehouse) I have been nearly knocked down by the forklift more times than I can remember
I make so many mistakes there everyone calls me a stoner since I apparently always look spaced out and make the most stupid mistakes imaginable.
I can be looking someone in the face and not even be aware they are speaking
I chronically “ignore” people (I don’t, I just don’t follow auditory instructions well since I struggle to listen)
I nearly get run down by cars in the street a lot
I lost every single pair of my school clothes more than once while in primary school and high school
I am chronically late for things and awful with time (I hyperfocus too much sometimes)
I control my impulses better now but I also struggle to make any decision, even simple ones sometimes
I am terrible with organising and planning. Absolutely awful. I was a chronic procrastinator in college.
Etc, etc, etc...
Now, on my driving lessons, so far I have merely hit a cyclist
Newrly rear ended a parked bus
Nearly hit a parked car and a also a parked van
Nearly ran traffic lights because I didn’t see them and my instructor emergency braked
Completely looked past a roundabout (somehow, not sure how that’s even possible...) and had to brake dead late
And besides that, I struggle to manage the clutch, hesitate too much since I don’t want to do anything impulsively and miss a car or something, I keep stalling the car (after 13 hours) because I struggle to coordinate the clutch and the brakes (I’m fine pulling off though).
My instructor is really, really nice, and teaches really well. He has too much pateince for me and I feel bad for him. He can raise his voice sometimes, and shout, understandably since I take so long to follow his instructions he has to raise his voice to make me listen...
He keeps asking me how I want to be taught and how he can help me, and has constantly change his ideas on how to teach me since I still struggle with the fundamental basics. I know what to do in theory, I know the theory very well, I just struggle to focus enough to put it into practise while driving.
What ideas can anyone give me (besides medication since I don’t like that idea) to help my focus and coordination while driving?
I either hyperfocus too much on braking or hazards or turning or whatever or I don’t focus at all. I’m struggling to find a middle ground.
Thanks.