Depression Society MkII

I'm on the go again, but so tempted not to go :| Supposed to be going to the cinema to see narnia with some people, but I honestly don't feel like going, but will probably end up doing so. Will just relax tomorrow instead me thinks... After I've gone through the ordeal of the GPs... I've decided I'll make my best effort to go, so here's to hoping I can get an appointment...

I'm not too good, feeling really down, just cut as they were telling me to, not really slept, but meh, same old same old.

You still having memories?

Here if you want to talk. Please take care of your cuts sweetie. I hope they're not too bad

Yeah I am. They're likely to get worse over the next few days because tomorrow it's 2 years since something.

Thanks I'm here for you too especially tomorrow if you need to talk.

Ugh, I feel all bloated and sickly...given that I've only been up for a few hours I really shouldn't have had a big meal

Does anyone feel like they have no safe place to say how they feel?

I feel like people spy on me wherever I go. Which means I have to keep it all to myself. I'm even scared to post on here tonight.

I know what you mean, I have to reread every post I make on the internet to make sure I'm not giving them information they don't already know.

Who are spying on you?

I'm listening hun. What's wrong?

Not here In real life. I'm actually a little bit surprised at how willing people are to just leave me to it. It leads me into the very dangerous '******* you then, I'll do what I damn well please' mentality.

Sorry you're not having a good evening Laus. Sending you and chocolate brownies.