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Depression Society MkII

Laus

I thought about buying some new earphones... but I don't know if it'll be a waste of money.

buy some! always good to have something new to play with. or splash out on some massive headphones like i did. comfier than earphones, and they make you look cute :P

Reply 5581

Laus

13

Joint 3rd for friendliest TSR member. I came 2nd last year! I am failing! :p:

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filastini

14

Happy new year all :smile:

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Bangers+Mash

1

happy new year everyone.
xx

Reply 5584

Laus

13

Just a few mins to go. Happy New Year all. I wish you a great 2009; full of happy memories, wellness, peace-of-mind, joy and friendship. :hugs:

Reply 5585

*pink_sapphires*

1

Happy 2009 to all my lovely Dep Soc friends who have helped me through so much over the past year. Here's to 2009 which I hope will provide us all with lots of love, peace and good health. xxxxx

Reply 5586

Dinendal Leralonde

1

Well, it was as I called it. I was totally alone for New Years. Despite there being a pub full of people. My housemate, who knows next to no-one in Nottingham left me to go elsewhere with some guys he had known for 5 whole :santa2:

minutes.

I'm always going to be alone, and come 24, I'm going to die alone. And the worst part I think is knowing why. The fact that it's because I'm different, and because, on some basic animalistic level, everyone else senses that, and is drawn away from me because of it. My intuitive aptitude is pushing people away and making me lonely, and it's not even my fault I have it. If this is evolution, aren't I supposed to be able to attract someone and carry on the genes?

I understand how the world works, and it feels like I'm being punished for it by being painfully single and alone.

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vapid slut magician

Happy new year everyone xxx

Reply 5588

*pink_sapphires*

1

vapid slut magician

Happy new year everyone xxx

Happy New Year VSM :hugs:

x

Reply 5589

Planto

16

Tired of unhappiness now. Would like it to kindly leave.

for all.

im not sure im ever 'unhappy' as such. lots of things can make me happy. im usually just empty and apathetic and continuously contemplating suicide. it's a real compulsion.

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Planto

16

Yeah, when it first hit me that I may actually fall into the "depression" category there was a slight relief. It meant I'm one of the unlucky millions who suffer it, am not alone and I can, somehow, be "fixed".

Just recently, though, I've realised it's more than that. Whether I'm "depressed" or not, I genuinely - at the risk of sounding enormously clichéd - cannot remember the last time I considered myself happy, in any sense but the extremely short-term.

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Vienna Cannon

8

I'm drowning now Inside the pain has overwhelmed me
I'm sat lookign at a pouch of random pills
thinking would i be missed if i took them
is this really worth the pain
I want to believe its something more but i know it reallly idnt
Why do ihate myself my existence why do ik regret my life
why do i hate the ones who treid to help me
why do i despese everyon ewho's jerks

Reply 5594

vapid slut magician

Laus

Joint 3rd for friendliest TSR member. I came 2nd last year! I am failing! :p:

I got 3rd for 'most controversial' :confused:

Reply 5595

becki08

Happy New Year everyone. I hope this year is better for you all.

Vapid, I have BPD if you ever want to talk about it.

Also to whoever asked about hallucinations - I've had pseudo auditory hallucinations before (hearing voices but know they're not real).

Reply 5596

jonathan122

becki08

Happy New Year everyone. I hope this year is better for you all.

Vapid, I have BPD if you ever want to talk about it.

Also to whoever asked about hallucinations - I've had pseudo auditory hallucinations before (hearing voices but know they're not real).

Hi becki, how are you? :hugs:

Reply 5597

becki08

jonathan122

Hi becki, how are you? :hugs:

Hi jonathon. I'm very much mixed at the moment. I'm coping quite well but I've been feeling very sad because I miss my friend a lot. How are you? :hugs:

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jonathan122

becki08

Hi jonathon. I'm very much mixed at the moment. I'm coping quite well but I've been feeling very sad because I miss my friend a lot. How are you? :hugs: