Depression Society MkII

Haven't read all posts since the weekend so not entirely sure how everyone is, however, Laus, I think you should do what you think is best. Personally, I'd take the leave of absence but that's just me.

Feeling really really low tonight. Just want someone to be here and care about me. Gav's got a friend going to visit him in Cyprus in April (he's just booked the flights) and I can't help but feel jealous which is pathetic. I'm starting to feel selfish because I want someone to care and to be important to someone. Maybe my family are right, I'm just a stupid selfish bitch who'd be better off dead

Haven't read all posts since the weekend so not entirely sure how everyone is, however, Laus, I think you should do what you think is best. Personally, I'd take the leave of absence but that's just me.

Feeling really really low tonight. Just want someone to be here and care about me. Gav's got a friend going to visit him in Cyprus in April (he's just booked the flights) and I can't help but feel jealous which is pathetic. I'm starting to feel selfish because I want someone to care and to be important to someone. Maybe my family are right, I'm just a stupid selfish bitch who'd be better off dead

Suppose it depends where you end up. I watched 'What Dreams May Come' the other day - great film and an excellent depiction of heaven and hell. Touches on the issue of suicide, too. Apparently suicides end up in hell. They can only get to heaven if their denial transforms to clarity.

Personally I can't help but feel that eternal damnation is a small price to pay to avoid the type of people who are likely to end up in Heaven.

Indeed.

You're important to us. And I'm sure that you're family care too (though they sound pretty crap at showing it sometimes ).

How was your birthday?

You're not a stupid selfish bitch at all and I'm glad you're not dead. Don't listen to them

can't you go visit him some time too? flights are pretty cheap off season.

Indeed.

. And obviously, none of my friends will come with me because I don't have many friends and they don't do that kinda thing with me so guess I'll never go. How was trampolining at the weekend?

can't you just go on your own? holidays alone are awesome, especially if you have someone to see in the evenings.

trampolining was fun, I did pretty good.

can't go on my own...it makes me look like a loner. plus i have no money.
well done on the trampolining

omg I need one of those t-shirts

why does it make you look like a loner? look like a loner to whom? I go on holiday alone because it's more fun, you meet people and go out and do whatever you want without having to compromise or make plans with other people.

You can save some money from a job, wouldn't be expensive if you get cheap flights and find a good hostel or B&B on tripadvisor. Might do you good

It makes me look like I have no friends to go with me and so I look like a loner to everyone.

I know quite a few people that do it. Even "popular" people. Don't worry about it. If you want to go somewhere, go there!

It makes me look like I have no friends to go with me and so I look like a loner to everyone.

yeah but no one thinks that way. I assume you do general day to day stuff alone? it's not like you need people to hold your hand to do that stuff; going on holiday is no different. It just means you get to relax alone without people in your face constantly. I don't understand why anyone would think you were a 'loner' for doing it. If you're single and don't have kids then who are you supposed to go on holiday with except yourself?