Rejoining Nursing Course after health issues

I'm going back to my nursing course in September after having issues on my course about one and a half years ago. I'm worried that when rejoining the staff who knew me, I left due to mental health issues, will judge me when I rejoin?

They're not there to judge you; they're there to teach you.

Did you make an exhibition of yourself before you left, then? What is there to be apprehensive about?

Kind of, I had a health and conduct committee which has allocated for my return with supervision whilst on the course. I'm just generally worried that I will mess up again, low mood, depression etc along with attention seeking behavior.