My boyfriend got upset because i wanted him to try some skincare products and clearly he didn’t want to and felt like i was trying to control his life. Long story short he ‘submitted’ and said he’d buy them when he’s paid.
Today i tried to show him some new products i wanted him to buy and asked what he thought about it, he said he’ll see when he tries them. I tried to ask him how they look and he gave blunt replies. I then expressed how i don’t feel like he cares about what i’m saying sometimes because he didn’t even ask about the skincare and i’m was just trying to show him some cool products i think can help him. He said he doesn’t have the same interest in skincare but it doesn’t mean he doesn’t care, and that he’ll buy them and try them when they come.
He then says ‘what questions have you asked about my interests though?’ and i said that feels really transactional. I do care but it’s besides the point, why must he feel important in order to show this same love and care to me? It just feels like that often too - if i say ‘sometimes i feel unloved by you’ , he’s most likely just reply ‘same’.
I’m not sure if i’m right here or what. Why should i justify all the times i’ve cared about his life in order for him to care about my interest. Or is this fair, and i’m being selfish thinking that he shouldn’t be able to ask the same question back? I don’t know how to describe it but it just feels love stingy to me.
He is like this with apologies too. Most of the time but not always, he wouldn’t admit he’s wrong until i have. Something i’ve learnt to accept because i love him.