My Self Worth

When you look at someone(friends, family whatever) and you see that attribute or "thing" or whatever it is about them, that makes them, them. Special. A person.

I look at myself and see nothing. I don't really see myself as a person.

I don't see myself living out my life doing normal things, worrying about normal things. Enjoying normal things.
I don't really see myself as someone that deserves to be loved.

I'd say that was me one year ago. Nothing much has changed but I'm trying to learn to love myself and all my flaws(physical and emotionally)

I want to get to a place where I am grounded and know my self worth. I want to be able to be motivated for myself, to be myself. I want to stop all the self pity. I want to stop making excuses. I want to stop having strangers words echoing in my head.

I wanna be free. From myself. For me.

But it'll be a long, long time until I get to that point. I don't think I can right now. So I'll do little baby steps.

Step. Step. Step...

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