Come on bro your a champion you can do it man. Everyone takes time to adapt not going to lie breakups hurt but you will heal I’ve even experienced my first breakup though for me I had to go and leave as I explained to you because my ex girlfriend was just selfish, two faced, toxic and took advantage of me with the only mistake I made was offering my valuable time and effort to someone who would deserve me and actually make the effort to pursue a relationship. I was in the same position as you though I was like I had to let it go… been 20 days tomorrow it’ll be 3 weeks no contact, no meet/link up no nothing almost a month if I can do a month I can do forever. I manned myself up and I know further down the road I’ll find someone better not now anyways ahahahahaha lol because I have no trust in a girl after what my ex did but eventually when I do decide to pursue a relationship next with the right girl I believe I will. If she broke up with you I can be able to understand contact if it’s friend to friend but my advice and tip is for feelings to stop re-emerge and develop again and that’s in a good sense for the best of you best for you to move on because you weren’t the one to break it up bro it was your girlfriend init… I believe in you brother you can do it!!!! Stay strong and you’ll heal 👍🙌👏🤜🤛🤙💪.