Worried about failing NQT

Hi,

I wasn't sure where else to go for advise but here seemed the best plan.

I started my NQT in September 2021 and was super excited. I passed my first term no problems. However, Lock down hit and I wasn't in school till March with no real word from my mentor or school. Next thing I know I wasn't doing anything right. I got called into a meeting told I had a chance to turn it around, and given a new mentor. However, nothing changed and I was told I had failed my second term but an extension had been applied for. Then, about halfway through October I got an email from the head saying I had failed every standard and I was likely to fail. He advised I resign with immediate effect. I had heard no contact from my authorising body and was no way aware that things had gotten that bad.

During this time my father had been diagnosed with Terminal cancer and I had been caring for him before he passed. I know this school was not supportive and leaving was my best option. But now I am generally terrified that I'm never going to pass my NQT and if I start at a new school to finish my final term I will fail.rhis has put me off applying as I want to teach and know the consequence of failing. I am just not sure what to do anymore.