I have a question but no one attack me plz..
I am a female who's naturally slim so I have a tinyyyyy chest, it makes me very insecure wearing most tops, and push-up bras don't do anything for me. I don't like them so I hide them.
(Please don't attack me) Why do bigger girls always say they hate their bigger chests but always show them off? (I know not all of them) And always complain that other people say they're showing them off when they're just wearing 'normal' tops/dresses/etc.? I'll use my flat mate as an example... and also I'm not fatphobic or whatever it's called or body shaming even though this may sound like it:
My flatmate used to be skinny last year but gained (a lot of) weight recently. Not due to genetics or mental health but because she stopped doing any exercise and just ate non-stop, always ordering like 4 takeaways a day and sat in her room playing games. So obviously her chest grew a LOT. Like an insane amount. Before this chest-weight-gain she never showed her chest, and now she wears the most revealing clothes ever. And some of them are 'normal' clothes (by this I mean just like a tank top or something), but she'll purposefully pull it down a lot to show her chest. And she moans that people say she's showing them off when she's just wearing a tank top.
She always complains about how much she hates them and everyone stares and boys only like her because of them, but she'll keep showing them off? She used to wear massive jumpers and never anythingggg that showed even an inch of any part of her chest, but now she'll wear really skimpy dresses or tops with huge cut outs and then complain.
Is this like a male gaze sorta thing I just don't get why some bigger girls do this?
Again I'm not trying to body shame or anything, and I'll happily admit I'd want a bigger chest so boys like me more LOL, but I wouldn't complain about them and how boys only want one thing blah blah and then show them off for those same boys...........?
Edit: Not even just bigger girls but anyone with bigger chests that complain about them all the time tbh