Hefty financial compensation. Big enough to cover all my losses:
*Internship cost+associated expenses
*Uni halls expenses(which I was advised as struggling victim of DV, where they could have advised shelter,searching for new affordable accomodation, but instead, they chose to recommend me heavily private halls preying on my state and I fell for it)
*Costs of travel to University(me overspending on Zone 1 travelcard instead of bus pass to job)
*This one is weak aspect but other costs I incurred due to health deterioration and lack of control over finances as Uni kept deteriorating my health
*Compensation for income I could have made at work. They can argue that due to my health, I would not have made that income-but considering lifetime wasted, ageing, deterioration of mental health and worsened physical health-I feel they are at loss. They should be. Bcuz if not their pushes, I could get help years ago. Improve my physical state. It would have made me better employee&healthier person. Who knows? Maybe I could still have my old job, if I didn't become so ill and irritated. But no, for 4years they lured me to believe I could get degree and be successful. For 4years I tried. I really tried. I spend a lot of money on notebooks, on stationery, highlighters, on study books as I couldn't drag myself to library due to my condition. I feel like I LOST so much and in return, I feel I got back very little.
The push, the way they hype ppl up, was so heavy-I feel the pressure of it got to me. I felt like I had no choice but to carry on. Now I am just angry with everything.
For 4.5years I did not get any sensible advice there regarding degree, regarding my health and which resources were available to me. No financial advice either. Nothing. Its just one massive institution with many fishes in tank. They bump ppl around hoping someone will help. There was no help. Most of it,was chit chats. I don't know.
It feels I was much better before. I had control over own life and finances. They did not help. That 70k £s debt, despite its terms of repayment feels like very heavy burden. Not worth what I got in return. If I carried on the way I lived before Uni, I could be much better.
So much money went towards TA food, as I stopped cooking. I stopped taking care of myself. So much money went towards Uber rides-They occupied so much of my time, I was sleep deprived, time deprived and everything just went wrong. I have no choice but to blame that institution.
I interacted with so many people:
Programme lead
That pseudo therapist
Disability Advisor
Personal Tutor
Other lecturers
Literally no help. I attempted to get financial advice-no result. Nothing. Big, fat nothing.
Considering how short life is, I feel at big disadvantage as I was not young when I went to Uni. Now, I am 4.5years older, stuck with same sort of job I did before but for less pay, working only 16h per week due to how my health deteriorated.
Outcome I want-is to get money back. I want justice. They missold me heavily priced products without warnings&without consideration of my mental state. They ruined my shot at education.
I try to move on, but I was wronged so badly, it feels impossible. The worst aspect is lack of education and security. I am not in position to just swim around job market, switch companies, switch jobs. Like, I have no legal skills and qualifications. That Uni made sure of it by wasting 4.5years of my life. They made sure I have zero.
Its not just about money for me. Its about psychological burden, burnout, its about being exposed to that disability advisor&mental health therapist.
Its about this Unis refusal to take action against staff lack of conduct,wrongful advises and accusations on how my condition was affecting me and ability to achieve degree. Without being medical professionals. They kept harassing me with emails. Endlessly. Any problem I said I was struggling with, they downplayed it. They made it sound, like Uni degree was right there, in reach of my hands..
I want my money back. At least that, so I can figure out my situation. Just like with my previous job, if there is will, there are opportunities. But that school gave me zero. Mostly, they took away from me and my sanity.