before I start this, I ought to add that I've always struggled with self-worth regarding my grades; I'm never satisfied with them. so I genuinely don't know if I'm overreacting or not with this.
I took my a levels last year and I'm now preparing to enter my second year at uni. long story short I received a mental health diagnosis the year before (I had shown symptoms for years so this wasn't sprung upon recently before) and was told by my uni that I was actually supposed to get extra time, which made sense, bc I somehow wasn't able to finish any of my A level exams on time. this essentially - in my opinion - made me hugely underperform, and people I know expressed the same. a subject that stood out was French: it was my highest grade (A). I was really hoping to get an A*. by then I kind of knew that my other subjects couldn't really be saved as they were fully essay-based and I crumbled in all the exams. that being said, when I got a mark breakdown by my sf, for French I got around 60% in the writing (20% of grade), 80% in the listening/reading (50% of grade) and 100% in the speaking. I was so upset when I found out that I had done so well in the speaking only to be let down by my writing (I knew the mistakes I'd made as soon as I walked out; I didn't have time to correct them). overall I was around 14 marks away from an A* to put it into perspective - marks I would've easily got given the penalties given for grammar errors being around 8 marks or more for each essay - and I know fully well where they were .to this day I still remember the words they were and the context I wrote them in, so I still hate myself for it.
that being said, I enjoy helping people with their a level speaking. I helped a couple people online and some of my friends taking it to proofread speeches and do run-throughs etc. but some of the websites I'm looking at for tutoring only want students with A* grades. all I want to do is tutor speaking, given that I don't feel too confident/qualified to do either of the other parts. I would argue that French speaking has always been my strength despite not being a native. am I good enough to just say that I can tutor a level speaking, even though I only got an A and I'm not a native speaker? (I'm currently doing French as a joint honours degree at a Russell group uni if that helps contextually. I'll be starting my year abroad next September.) honest advice would be appreciated.