i am sat blubbing like a baby and worried that ole git depression is going to return and turn me upside down again! I only had a 2hr lecture today and sat near in tears throughout it. I think i have made a HUGE mistake coming to uni. Most of the people on my course already know each other from college, plus they have covered in depth, things which are new to me. I have tried talking to them, but because i don't live in halls, have any money to 'go shopping, drinking and partying' with, i just don't fit in. They don't even seem keen to try and build new friendships. I feel useless, as alot of the uni stuff in on-line, whereas i am useless at computers/have an internet connection which keeps failing and due to a medical condition, find it very hard to spend long on computers. I was told to go on the pc courses, but they clash with my classes. I feel gut-knotted-sick about being here and so alone. I spent many happy years living alone, but never experienced such a depth of 'aloneness' which i am experiencing now. Tomorrow is my first full day, i am dreading it incase i just can't cope.