Well i would say just in general maths, blergh compared to something like history understanding : oh this Leader done this because in the past his nation was invaded so he acted in caution - Nice i worked that out im enjoying this subject....
Compared to my understanding in maths: why does this have to go like that, what if you have 2 there etc etc... omg this just doesn't make sense to me, i don't know if my brain can comprehend this.
Thus I have no confidence in my abillity in maths just generally.
From the maths related modules im doing, maths 1a (going over alevel maths and adding a bit more detail), thermodynamics, fluid mechanics, Lab experiements and materials.
the maths 1a is okay, some questions we are given i struggle with because they give the sort of questions that you'd find in last few questions of a A level paper and i just don't excel enough to be able to do those well.
Thermo is okay, im grasping it but need some proper practise about how i go about answering the questions - which im going to do later.
Fluids just confuses me, all the modeling and having to see the links.
Labs is properbly the worst(well most confidence sucking), we have to do prep which involved answering some maths questions to try to make us understand how they got the formulas which i usually have no idea how to go about answering them making me fustrated. when im actually in the lab the assistant explains some maths behind it and im like 'i didn't absorb one word of that'....
As for materials, i like it, but when it comes to doing questions after the lecture i struggle to do more then 1 question in 45 minutes lesson we get to practise theory simply because i don't know how to start it, so many things to consider and the doctors don't even do one example.
What ive noticed about myself is ive lost all confidence in my abillity, i feel like i just don't have the right 'brain'/type of intelligence to understand it - hence why im doubting if im actually doing the right course for me because i feel like im much better at something like history.