I'm very convinced I have AS, but I haven't been diagnosed yet. I don't want to go to the doctors because I think i'll be biased if he asks me questions, plus I don't want it slapped on my record when i'm applying for a job.
It's just that i'm pretty socially awkward and think very systematically and not really empathetic. I can be social and everything, but I usually think pretty hard or stare into space when i'm talking to people and get fixated on football/music quite a lot. Added to the fact that I used to suffer epileptic fits, perfect pitched(higher cases of autism in people with that) and have a pretty high IQ. I wanna know whether I have it or not. Plus I know my mum has said i'm autistic before (out of anger when I do something clumsy)