Due to the fact of my paralysing social anxiety when approaching and talking to girls, I started to keep track of how many opportunities I had missed since my uni days just to keep myself busy.
During my 3 years at uni, here are some statistics I recorded:
- I had missed exactly 135 unique encounters with new girls.
- 630 potential chances missed with the same girls I saw around in my class.
- 553 potential chances missed with the girls I actually developed a crush on my course.
Most of these opportunities missed was during*seemingly easy situations such as:
- Me not talking to a girl when she was standing by herself alone by herself while we were waiting for something such as the lecture room to clear.
- Me not uttering a word when girls actually sat next to me in a half-full lecture theatre.
- Me standing there like an idiot when a girl required assistance, but due to the over supply of guys, generally one always was around to take my place.
I suppose all this is my fault because of my mental block and anxiety. I don't talk to girls and girls don't talk to me. No hearts broken. No tears shed. Everyone's a winner....er...somewhat.
And I would like I make it clear that I will NEVER hire a hooker.
So there you have it. At this rate, and plus due to the fact I actively work out, I estimate I will probably lead a long and lonely virgin life during my existence here on earth.
So any thoughts on how I can keep busy during the rest of my approximately 60 years of my life remaining, assuming I do not have an accident or other unknown factors?