How are you feeling right now?

Like I am faking happiness, I have my week in Cardiff Bay booked for me and my moms brief get away, looks like my mom will be going by herself .

i know life feels **** now but it will get better, trust me.

True Mr Man, but I think it is because I am in hospital that I can not focus on much other than my pain and lack of effective meds and how I still love the guy never felt so strongly about anyone but as I told him can not force him to like me I would love to know what I did wrong.

But I only have two close friends so a tiny social group, working on improving that.


Thanks though for being understanding

HAPPY COS TC
It's been so long and I finally have company

Okay I can't really help with the medical side of things but the relationship side of things I have some experience. I know exactly how it feels to feel so strongly about someone that is just not interested any more without good reason, no matter how much I tried to get to the bottom of things nothing made sense. Not only this, but I was so distraught by the whole situation that logic failed me and I came to random conclusions from almost nothing because my mind was so frantically trying to come to terms with what had happened to me and why. Does this sound at all familiar?

If so then I really suggest you try to take up some kind of a hobby, something you can do while in hospital. Maybe something like playing chess? Perhaps it's just me but I can get totally absorbed into a game to the extent that nothing else matters and I'm not even a good player.

If you don't try to take your mind off things then you won't get anywhere. I know people are offering various suggestions for PM conversations and whatnot but I'm not sure that talking extensively about this is going to help you right at this minute. Keeping your mind on this situation will not necessarily help you recover if you are replaying the same memories in your head over and over and trying to make sense of them.

Personally, my diagnosis is a tub of Haagen Dazs and a good film.

Thanks dude, it is just odd as he made it clear that he is/was interested and had strong feelings also but now has just blown a load of cold air around xD, but I am just going to focus on getting better and getting out of here. I haven't thought about the situation as much as at times it has made my pain increase xD and I don't need that, but I so want a tub asap that's what I am going to get my bestie to get for me, I need to book my days away so I have something to look forward too .

I am focusing on my wordseach now though .

Okay Mr Man your personal opinion/what would you do?, as a man, if you knew a girl was going through what I am going through or similar and you and said girl shared many of same views and values and the girl said you are a likeable guy but maybe in time we can meet up and see how it goes from there, how would you take that?

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Yeah how are you hun?

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Hi Lou How are you?

(Sorry that I didn't reply to your VM).

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Absolutely horrendous.

Hey Vicey, I am alright thank you, how about you?

Dont worry about it .

Whats up hun? What needs doing?