I'm not even going to go there, If I told my 15 year old self what was going to happen in the future, i'd probably scare me to death.
At 15 everything seemed so sure, if i'd known 5 years later everything would go haywire i would have been so scared.
So basically. I'd tell myself to look out for my cat Jessy getting ill and not to mistake it for just old age. I'd tell me, when you get a dog called jake never let him go, you will regret it for the rest of your life. Also, moving into your own home might be terrifying, but you'll be ok in the end. also, when your mental health gets bad, you need to listen to peoples advice. It might not make sence at the time, but with time it will. What ever you do, don't push people who care about you away and you need to know, letting go is going to be a big part of your life, but it will be fine, accept it and try to more on if you can. Learn that everyone is in your life for a reason, sometimes once they've helped they have to move on. and that's not always a bad thing. Just remember when you miss them, what they've done for you and you will be ok. and if you ever find yourself wanting to take paricetimal for the wrong reasons, don't, what ever you do, just don't, try and be positive to get through it.' and also, if you ever feel like hurting yourself. Talk to someone. Write, draw, do anything but that. and remember, you will get through it and there is a period that you will be better.
and I just want you to know, when you feel like no one loves or likes you, at some point, you are going to have to learn to like and love yourself , it will help big time.Oh and don't freak out, but when you turn 20 you're going to get a step dad, just try to stay calm and positive, try not to put him down too much, your mum loves him. also, she isn't trying to replace your dad, she still loves him too. She just doesn't want to be lonely.
So take care and remember things will get better. Just hang on in there, remember, yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is the present, that's why they call it a gift.
Bye
Zoe x