Meh. End of exams I have nothing to do. I don't really have good enough friendships to propose going out somewhere. I am gutted I won't be getting a "good" end of year mark now, even though I don't really deserve it. I am pretty certain of a 1st but meh. Looking at 75ish I guess and could be a lot worse if I get a marker who can't read my writing or made some mistakes I didn't notice. I dunno, I felt like I worked hard but it's probably just because I condensed it so late. I hope so, because the only excuse I can make for this poor showing is that I could have worked earlier and better so that next year I can do that and boss it. But maybe I'm just not that smart. I just hate how I am 100% sure to go from like 6th in a cohort of several hundred in first year to probably more like 50th or something. And ut could really crash down a lot harder than that, on tne whole I"m probs being optimistic witg my exams assuming I got every mark I possibly could have really