Anyone a cabin crew in uk? I’ve fallen in love w a flight attendant!!

A week ago I was on the plane going to visit my family In Germany, when I got on the plane my eyes immediately stared at something I had never seen before , the most beautiful, perfect guy . I had instantly fallen in love . His hair was so curly and his face was just beautiful , both sides of his face was identical and honestly I just wanted to pull out a ring . So , I’m in love with a flight attendant and I’m pretty much never gonna see him again . I’m 18 years old and he looked about 23 , but I know nothing about him , my psycho self searched the airlines on social media , applied to be a flight attendant too and got accepted , thought about staying in Germany till I eventually find him ect .. we spoke on the plane and his eyes were so beautiful looking into mine and I swear I’ve never been this whipped over a guy and HES A STRANGER . What do I do ? I’m leaving in 3 days and if he’s on my flight when I’m going back I’m going to make my movements towards him . But if he’s not what do I do? it’s almost impossible for me to find him on anything , I can’t find him on any social media ! I took a picture of him and I’ve just been staring at it since . I know I sound very weird but honestly I’m in love . And when I fall in love I fall deep. The only problem is he’s a stranger and he will never know me .