We trusted each other. A few days before he hated me, he was talking about trust and how people he had trusted recently betrayed his trust. I didn't consider too much of it. Then a few weeks ago, I apparently so "betrayed his trust". At high school he took mugshots of my face and he would edit pics with my face on. It was funny and I did it. I did it again, but this time I sent the pics to other friends. And he was really pissed off with me. I wasn't expecting it and he said some horrible things about me (all of which I let slide because I had clearly hurt him). I've spent the last 3 weeks telling him I'm sorry but he won't listen.
He then blocked me on Whatsapp and then my phone number when I continuously said sorry to him. Just to clarify, my intention wasn't to make him "a laughing stock" like he said and embarrass him. It was just a joke, that he had done to me before. Then he told me to never contact him....and that hurt a lot. I really wanted to talk to him. I felt (and still do) guilty, but he wasn't listening.
The feeling I have...its so ****. It feels awful. I used to have a friend I could confide with and we could trust each other. Now he said himself "Thanks to you, i'm a cold hearted bast*rd. I won't trust people easily now".
He wants me to move on, but I dont want to and I can't. My other friends don't seem to like me too much. I don't have any other friends. He wants me to move on. I will try to but it's not easy for me.