Gosh I don’t even know where to start, but I REALLY need help. I blame all of this on my anxiety
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Basically, at first in Y13 i applied for Criminology @ uni, then a week after Results Day, I changed my mind to Forensic Psychology @ uni and then I also had to take a gap year due to some other personal reasons. So i currently hold a place to do Forensic Psychology @ uni this September.
However, when I began Y12 I planned to do law @ uni, but that time my anxiety was TERRIBLE compared to now and I had no one to reassure me on my worries. That caused me to fill my brain with many un motivating negative things making me think that I’ll never be good enough & do good at a law degree, like I don’t trust myself.
I’m terrible at making decisions because i don’t know trust myself that I’ll make a good decision for my future.
Also, this was 3 years ago, but i failed GCSE History which had a lot of reading, memorising & essays. That says something, right? I just want to cry so much, i don’t know where I’m going with life. Does it show that I won’t do good at a law degree and I even very very rarely read. And essays, I’ve very rarely had to do them so uh i don’t know i Just need advice/reassurance. In 6th form I did BTEC courses, but I meet the entry requirements for the law course.
I just don’t trust myself that I’ll do good at it like what if I struggle. I’m even really scared to post this incase someone says something that worries me even more because i overthink everything so much.
Lol I’m scared to ask this, but do you recon I’ll do good? because i don’t believe in myself
I have even worried about if I eventually become a solicitor would I know what to do, what if I do something wrong, what if I give the wrong advice to clients and so many other worries lol, but I’m trying not to pay to much attention to that. I even think will I know what to do like what laws, but then I’d obviously know since I’ll be a qualified solicitor. Please help !!