Weekly Big Update (Every Sunday but it's on Tuesday instead today because my organisational skills suck and I was stressed at the weekend)hey guys! here’s this week’s big update, just on Tuesday instead of Sunday lol
Reflection On Last Week + Goals for this WeekTo be succinct, I didn’t successfully complete any of the tasks I set myself last week.
It’s been a few weeks of me having these
same goals, and I am
appalled (
really, truly appalled)
that I haven’t been able to organise myself in a way whereby I could get them done.
It’s weird.
It feels like there
physically aren’t enough hours in the day for me to complete this stuff, but I know that’s not the case, and that I just suck miserably at prioritising.
Really, all I have to do is:
But somehow I’m failing at that??
I think it may be helpful if I start setting myself daily goals out of the weekly goals, so I don’t leave all of the weekly goals to be done at the weekend, and then end up completing none when the school week burns me out and I feel like doing absolutely nothing.
if I say “today you’ll do
[one of the big weekly goals] for an hour after school” I may be more likely to complete it. planning also makes me feel
really productive, and feeling
productive makes me feel
happy and fulfilled and like I’m taking active strides to better my education
and like I won’t fail my GCSEs and end up jobless and depressed (yes, that’s how drastic my thinking process is
).
so that’s the plan! I’m going to some kind of checklist/task to track my activities and make sure I get stuff done, and I’ll probably write my daily intentions on this blog as well so you can see I’m getting stuff done
anyways, my goals for this week are the same as the ones for last week, however, they really have to get done as:
so yeah, completing my goals this week is
pretty important.
as for tassomai, I’m finding I remember to do it some days, and completely forget others, which I won’t beat myself up about as I just need to get into a routine.
okay, that’s it! now for mocks
mocksso, as I’ve mentioned a few times in previous posts, mocks are in
November, a week or so after we return from half term, which starts this coming Monday (basically, this week is my last until half term). I’m feeling confident that I can do okay in these exams
if I do
everything right, but based on prior experiences of mine, I do fear my bad organisational skills, tendency to overthink, and other bad habits will prevent me from doing as such, with me instead getting everything wrong.
I’ve really got to overcome this negative mindset and just
plough through though. I’m going to plan well so there are no late nights and breakdowns in the future.
We haven’t been told much about mocks, or what we’re doing for each subject, except for geography which we’ve been told is going to be on paper 3. that’s great because now I only have to revise paper 3 content.
With the other subjects (for now) I have to just revise everything and hope I’m not revising all the wrong stuff.
I guess that either way, it’d be me retaining knowledge that will 100% be included in my actual GCSEs, so I should try to look from a broader perspective.
I will let you know more about mocks and my preparation for them later
extracurricularsI thought it’d be good for me to disclose some extracurricular activities I’ve undertaken this year, as they go hand in hand with my studies, in that they require time, commitment and concentration that could interfere with my education if I’m not careful.
comedy of errors (school play): I’ve been given a lead role for this production, meaning I will have more work to do, lines to learn and rehearsals to attend etc., but the production is completely finished by February, so I have a clear window free in the months prior to my exams. rehearsals are every Thursday after school, plus additional occasional rehearsals at lunchtime for specific scenes and characters. to me, this seems completely manageable.
new views: this is a national theatre competition for young playwrights! we’re required to write a 30-minute play with a story of our choice (though they encourage us to draw from personal experience). the winner gets their play staged, directed and performed by the national theatre company, which is an absolutely amazing opportunity! I did it last year but didn’t end up submitting my play as I didn’t consider it finished, so this year is my chance to perfect and refine it! it’s a body of work that means a lot to me and that I’d like to do justice, so the time is worth it! the club is every Tuesday at lunchtime, and outside of school, I have to spend additional time writing my play. I feel this is also manageable with good time management. also, my play is already half done, so I don’t have as hard a task as others.
LAMDA: basically an acting exam. I have practice sessions for it every Thursday and the exam is in May. now, I did consider not doing it because it’s so close to my exams, BUT the exam itself is less than an hour, and my preparation for the exam is an hour weekly, which is fairly okay. again, it all balls down to my organisational skills! it should be manageable.
I think any other activities would be pushing it, so I will refrain from making any other extracurricular activities as my GCSEs are a
priority this year!
>>> My GCSEs
okay well, that’s it for my weekly update, I believe! see you later <3
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