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So it's my boyfriends birthday today.

He came over last night full of cute birthday excitement, but something weird just clicked...well it's actually something i've thought about before, I just don't think it's working and want to end the relationship.

Don't worry, i'm not asking for someone to tell me it's ok to break up with him on his birthday. I've just been finding it impossible to act normal around him..i feel awful because he knows somethings up and keeps asking me whats wrong. I've tried my hardest to act happy around him, i made him breakfast in bed..kissed him goodbye before he left for lectures and told him i'd be waiting with presents (and the standard birthday sex which i'm dreading) when he gets back.

I just need advice what to do, i don't want to spoil his birthday i want him to be oblivious to the whole thing. I really want him to have an amazing birthday, he deserves it.

We've not been together very long..its early days, but he's already using the L word. It's just a bit much for me.