I'm currently taking maths, chem, bio and french. I'm doing ok in the first three, but french I am kinda struggling with.
Basically, I come from a native arabic and french speaking country, and although I can speak french and get by in the language, I'm not completely fluent. I initially decided on picking physics instead, however I got swayed into choosing french as my mum is a french teacher and she kept telling me how useful it would be. I know I could have been firm about my decision but now it's January and I'm hating the subject.
I can't write essays or pieces of writing in English (my eng and eng lit gcse exams comprised of memorising essays written beforehand with the help out notes and regurgitating it in the exam, only reason I did well) and I can't do this for AS French. I suck at grammar and am finding it much more difficult than anything in chem or maths. I'm puzzled at how reading anything in french would help with my exam and am getting pretty stressed over this. As I've learnt nothing since the start of the year, I just want to know if there are any respected subjects I could consider taking up now (I'm guessing college wouldn't let me but perhaps self taught with a home tutor).
My mum thinks I'm giving up too easily, but if I know I can't do it anyway, why bother?