I had my first ever job interview today for book keeper/admin role. I prepared for the interview for a week and today when i went, i got so nervous that i couldn't get the words out. I freaked out and the interviewer had a go at me for being so nervous.
i have no self esteem and self confidence and i feel so scared of people because i was bullied for 3 years by people around me. i have mild AS and paranoia.
I want to turn my life but i don't know how to and i feel trapped.
But we haven't even met!