I just love watching porn instead of actual sex, just because the women in porn are physically more appealing and perfect, whereas in real life the girls are not as aesthetically appealing to me. I know I'm living in a dream world where I believe and want all girls to be perfect, both physically and mentally, but I cannot help it. The women in porn are just so clean and hygienic, and I would do anything to a porn girl because I know it would be okay to do so, but with normal women it's more difficult to get intensely intimate without something happening on her part to mess it up.