Right, so I don't get along with family. We have our good days once a while but then there's really bad days where we argue. I get it everyone has there good days and bad days. But I just don't feel happy at all here, it's like I want to be happy but I just get tossed in the bin. With stupid comments they make and I'm the youngest (19) I hate how I'm treated it's like I feel guilty but then it kinda makes me think why do i feel guilty. for example I was just eating my dinner minding my own buissness then all of a sudden my family member told me how I was being selfish and not setting up the table. I mean I'm just minding my own buissness eating not doing any harm. they aren't babies so I thought they can do stuff for themselves they aren't exactly babies. Then they may a big deal and I don't understand why and make horrible comments and say I'm a bad person but everything I do is just me doing my own thing. So I just decided to eat on my own. Also, it's just they always disturb me and make me feel *****y about myself. Say how I'm being dramatic but inside I cry and I can't take it. I want to leave so bad and then I feel guilty if I left. But it's like I'm not doing anything bad just trying to take myself away from all the toxicity by living on my own. I get angry really easily which was a result of how they've treated me and it's been harder to make friends too. Should I feel guilty I don't know! I really need a job so that I can move out soon.