Alex and I just called
He's feeling better this morning and told me he wants to sit his exams, because it'll give him something to do and he's studied for them anyway, so he's trying to get his laptop back. Idk if it's a great idea but it does show his determination to get his life back together
They're going to do another covid test on him today and if he tests negative he's allowed to eat and 'hang out' with other patients. He was also told he won't get a proper assessment as long as he still has the virus, because there's a physical health check aspect to it as well or whatever and they just want to minimise risk, so that was a bit of a letdown, he definitely won't be out of there by tomorrow I'm afraid
He also apologised over and over again for what happened on Friday, he's realised he crossed a line and he understands why we can't get back together if he doesn't change some things, and he also gets that he has to get better for himself, because if he does it for me he's still emotionally dependent. I'm so glad he's looking at things rationally and he sees how and why our relationship was unhealthy
Breakfast was actually nice!
He asked me not to tell his mum about all this but he did say he's going to tell some friends today, because part of his recovery process will be building a better emotional support network where he lets people in who aren't me
So on the whole I'm incredibly proud of him
I'm just a bit worried that maybe it's not right for us to talk this much? We split up! The phone call was really friendly dw, neither of us said anything couple-y, but still... Maybe it's healthier for both of us to put some distance there?