- It sounds like you did score very high in the UCAT. I am sure your score will improve after doing it once, but even if you scored lower you can still get all your interviews with strategic applications.
- try not to take the interviews so personally. It’s just about ticking boxes - there are so many interview prep courses to be better coached and tick off all the points on the mark scheme. It’s about practice and thinking like they want you to - it’s all learnt. It’s not about your personality- there are doctors and med students with many personalities. You can work on your nerves too by changing your mindset and being more fearless. If you believe in yourself and do your best, it will be much easier for interviewers to see your potential too.
If you know you won’t feel happy doing other careers, don’t. You may look back and wish you tried more and have regrets. Also applying as a grad is even harder. Go with your gut and know there are so many who have been in your position and managed to get multiple offers. Know you are capable - you have great grades, all 4 interviews and a great UCAT. They chose to interview you as they know already you’re capable. You can do whatever you choose - all you have to do is go for it head first.