Hey everyone, just wanted to thank you all really.
Secondly, I have seen a few negative comments and honestly I'm not an individual who thrives on pity. I'm not an emotional person at all, I'm always in tact. The exams I'm reffering to are my final exams, in order to complete my one year at college basically, they are important to me as I'm opting for transfering to a university.
I dont want your pity. If you feel the need to call me a child please refrain from responding to this discussion.
I've never gone through a personal death. This death, was special to me. I saw him die, I saw his soul leave his body. My grandfather was always a dominant man, never looking for help. seeing him in this condition wasn't on my agenda was it?
It may seem simple to you, "grieve it later", what do you mean grieve it later? SO i compress my feelings and just study? if it was that simple, you think I'd come up here and ask for help?
If you do, then thats childish. You cant temporarily remove my feelings, keep them in a box, finish my exams and check my reminders, Oh i need to get in my feels.
Its not a switch i can turn on and off.
Secondly, not to be rude. You're calling me childish when your own sentence structure lacks basic structure and grammer.
"You don’t through away years of hardwork because of a death , you be mature do what needs to be done and grieve late"
Its throw, not through.