(Original post by
Anonymous)Help! I’m so stressed for my a levels and can’t sit and revise without having a break down, I’ve always been a hard worker… been on top of my work for the past 2 years. But I’ve always gotten Ds and Cs. I’ve just accepted my fate as to being a dumb student… as I revise and get bad grades despite trying all the methods people on the student room have recommended and YouTube/ teachers etc. Anyways back on topic… I’m super stressed as I don’t wanna see a D on my result card.
I don’t want 9 exams to determine the past 2 years worth of work 😭 but it is what it is.
I just need some one to say something positive
hiya lovely, I completely understand what you are going through. I was literally like this last week.
I do the complete opposite subjects to you (essay based) so I cannot give much advice in terms of content or technique.
However, I can say that it will work out. I have a hard time believing in this myself but your exams do not determine you. I know that is one of the most cliche things to say, but it does make sense. The entire school system is built to marketise children and force them into competition for the best grades, but frankly that doesn't work with everyone. Being a dumb student is not going to have a relevance in about 2 months. Even if you are hoping to go to uni, the people who you will be with are the same people who would have experienced what you are going through, especially if it's in the same course. I personally hated STEM subjects because I found them hard, and there's not a doubt in my mind that doesn't think lots of others are experiencing the same panic as you are. Trying to convince yourself that it will be ok and 'everything works out' is difficult, I do understand that. But trying to convince this instead of being a retreatist will be far more beneficial for your mental health. Putting pressure on yourself is good, but not to the point where you doubt yourself and your ability to thrive in the future. Remember, you may be a 'dumb student' but that doesn't make you a dumb person. A good student is someone who conforms and follows technique, not necessarily someone who knows more than you. That's why I do suggest that you follow others advice and just prioritise exam technique, because I have heard that it's the same with every year so you won't need to worry about the type of questions that could come up like I do with english literature.
I hope this gave you some ease with the stress. Do remember that you are not alone, not at all. People who are logging onto student room and scrolling through A-level chats are experiencing the same amount of stress just like you. i strongly encourage to take some time with your friends and family, even if you feel it might disrupt your revision. Your mental health should not be fuelled with guilt. It's cliche, but a healthy mind does serve greatly with exam stress.
Hope you feel better and good luck with the exams!!