Hi,
I'm in Y12 and heading into Y13 in September. I have always been aiming for Oxford and failing that a Russell Group/highly ranked university. This is something that I have been working on for years and my head teacher, exams officer and head of year are all convinced that I could get the three As I need at Oxford.
We had our mocks at Easter and at the time I was studying for AS Level Maths to help support my uni application so essentially speaking between revising for that when I don't understand Maths well and three subjects to do mocks in in a very short amount of time, my revision wasn't as sufficient as it could have been. The school also did not tell us until after we sat them that this was where the majority of our UCAS information came from.
After the mocks I came out with BBC (English, Politics and History in that order) and I spoke to the exams officer asking if I could resit them now that my maths was out the way and he said (and I quote) "You're already where we'd want to see you at this point in the course, and your UCAS grades will be one maybe two depending on classwork higher than your mock results. So that's looking at AAB and all your teachers will be instructed to give any student that asks for it extra work to help build up their UCAS grade".
My parents and I spoke to the history department and they gave me lots of work to get on with and I left the other two subjects because I was under the impression that the UCAS front was fine and after the intense focus on history before the Oxbridge UCAS deadline, I would be able to start revising all three of them in depth before the exams.
Yesterday, we got our UCAS predictions and I got ABB (English, Politics and History) and I was gutted. This would mean I couldn't apply to my top 4 unis which all required a minimum of AAB (which is what the school had given me the impression I would be best applying to) and the particular course I want to study doesn't tend to offer places any lower than that wherever city you go to.
I spoke to my history teacher again and she said "don't worry you can definitely do this by the internal Oxbridge deadline" and that she'd check her emails every 2/3 days in the holidays and that I could keep in touch with any questions/essays etc.
My politics teacher... not as easy.
I told him I was confused as to how I got the B in the mock and even a low B would become a low A, which is still the A I need for UCAS. He said that I'd been bouncing around B/C all year but we've never done any official assessments and the majority of essay questions we have written were done in December time. This to me strikes as almost lazy on their front because most other subjects are doing regular in-class exam-condition assessments all through the year not homework essays before we really know the structure of them. If that B in the mock came with a maths exam, not much time and less revision than I'd like, then logically I will get an A in Politics next summer but I appreciate that my teacher isn't looking at that.
But anyway, I have the B and I asked how I could help bring that up. He didn't tell me to do anything. I asked if I could write essays "I don't want you to bombard me with essays". It's not bombarding him if it's one student in a class of seven and he only teaches three classes across Y9 - Y13. One GCSE Business class, our Politics and an A Level Economics so it's not really going to overwhelming like it might if I asked my English teacher who teaches everyone from Y7+.
He also said to me (with my friend in the room) this direct quote "I wouldn't put my mortgage, and I highly doubt your parents would put their mortgage, on you getting As in those exams. I don't think anyone would. I'm not going to say you can't but I think you need to find a university thats asking for BBB." This is the complete opposite of what I've planned for or what teachers and the head have told me in the past. I got home and started crying because he'd completely destroyed my confidence.
This feels wrong that my future lies in the hands of a man that couldn't care less about me. I am willing to start writing an essay everyday if I need to to build these grades up but I can't do that unless he's willing to mark them or even skim read them. Is he allowed to say that he's not going to help me? I'm not asking him to move me from a D to an A -- it's one grade and without that I'm not going to have the motivation to even work hard in my A Levels because what's the point in getting AAA and sitting there on results day and thinking "I could've gone to Oxford but I couldn't apply because I had a crap teacher".
I'm having a meeting with the exams officer/head where I will be calling out him and how he's treating this but is he actually allowed to say that he won't help? Especially if as the exams officer said, they've all been instructed to help us raise our grades.