I graduated in 2021 and still haven't secured a place on a graduate scheme. I've been volunteering and doing part-time jobs since but it's really getting me down that I've not managed to get anything whilst everyone else is working in their dream fields. I'll admit I was really bad at interviews/online assessments at first which is why I would get rejected at the early stages but I worked on it and improved. But I would always miss out at the very last stage where companies would only take in a handful and I always ended up on reserve or just straight-up rejected. Now that it's been this long since graduating, most companies don't give me the time of day and instantly reject me or don't respond at all - I don't even make it to interviews. They'll either reject me after the initial application/CV stage or if it's automated and I pass the online test/video interview, after reviewing my whole application, they'll reject me. I have no connections who will be able to help me get a job, I've asked around and people just give me advice on what websites to use and offer to review my CV - which is helpful but I don't go past the first stage of anything I apply to. Since there will be a new application cycle for graduate schemes this year, I don't think I'm eligible to apply to most of them considering they only take in current students or recent graduates, not those who have graduated 2+ years ago. I don't know what I'm looking for by posting this, I just feel like a failure. Everyone is confused that I haven't landed anything because my academics are good and I went to a good university. I've done everything I can, I make sure to tailor my CV to the job I'm applying to, I write out cover letters, etc. and it's still not enough. I'm so embarrassed by my situation and my parents have lost all patience with me. I really don't know how to go on from here.
Sorry if there are grammatical errors and that it's a long read. Please don't say unkind things to me, I already know it's a pathetic position to be in.