Got into uni with all 2 grades lower than already average required grades. I honestly thought I didn't deserve it at all because it's all my fault my A levels were bad. But the uni is pretty nice and I definitely appreciate this opportunity.
The thing is though, I am feeling really weird, like I'm not getting enough from my experience. I know there's clubs to join and I signed up for a few- haven't been because my classes are already late and these clubs are even more late. I also don't feel so close to my friends, which will obviously take some time and effort to do things together so nevermind that. And I'm literally wasting my life away doing meaningless stuff that I honestly (most of the time) just don't comfortabke doing anymore when I really just want to improve and get some work experience, do my work on time, get some time to do some physical activity, complete my chores and have a fun time you know. I've been trying to get a part time (temp at most rn) job and that's failing and I'm trying to rush my driving lessons because I need to get my driving licence, don't ask why please.
Anyway I just feel super clueless and I just want to get somewhere in life right now.
Any advice and experience are welcome.
Sorry for the rant and thanks for taking the time to read this!