Hi I started uni in September doing adult nursing at the moment I am only in Wednesday Thursday and it is about an 1 hour journey back to where I live so I come home pretty much every week see my friends and work i feel I am not settled into uni as I never want to return I have made some friends but none of them I feel are close friends I feel everyone has already formed close friends with people and I haven’t yet. I had some mutual friends that came to the same uni from back where I live and have become very good friends with them but I feel bad for clinging to people who I already kinda knew.
I struggle to do the work related to my course I find it hard to actually sit down and do work I feel having a gap year has made me lose motivation and I think it’s also because I feel I am in a situation where I need to be socialising so I enjoy the whole experience so the work gets pushed aside. I had a full time job during my gap year and I miss having to get up and go to work eating healthy and going to the gym regularly I domt have the motivation to do Those things anymore I’m just not sure I’ve made the right decision I really wanted to come and start my career have a new experience but I am really in two minds about whether I enjoy it or whether it is holding me back and I really don’t like it