You are correct, my current attitude isn't positive and isn't going to help me in my job search. Although, this is the accumulation of 6 months worth of rejection and frustration. The coaching job I know is irrelevant but tutoring alone doesn't pay the bills, it was more about making a point that i'm not sitting at home on linkedin doing nothing crying 'why me?'. Connections are something I have been and currently am taking advantage of and catering my CV to specific roles is something I do for every job I apply for. This post was more of a rant but again after being rejected and ignored for this long while my peers who I know havent outperformed me from an academic standpoint finding their dream job straight away only fuels my frustration and dampens my spirit.
Again, it's frustrating knowing that there are individuals that you have worked harder than, have the same or better grades/academic history and yet I am the one who is most likely going to have to take a job in IT support for a year until I can actually begin my career in cyber security. By this time, they would have had a whole year and a half in the industry. Uni has made me feel like I've fallen behind and the way my job hunt is going, I am only falling further. My outlook on the job hunt wasn't always this negative, this is a very recent shift in attitude.
Enquiring for a day's experience isn't something I've given much thought to, so thank you for suggesting that. I have done it, met with rejection but it will be something I try more often going forward.