Hi
Basically, I am in my first year of university, I get the full grant, loan and bursary (not a lot because my uni doesnt give much) and basically I am really struggling. I have had to pay off my accomodation myself (like a lot of people) but i really do mean I get NOTHING off my family. My household income is very low and if my Dad could help me he would, but he cant even give me £10 every now and then.I dont blame him, its not his fault, I know he would help if he could.
I had 2 jobs before coming to university, but one i quit and one wont let me go back in holidays. I have desperately tried and tried to get a job up at uni- the union, the town, the big shopping centre, restaurants, absolutely everywhere, just with no luck whatsoever. I have even looked for promotion work, leaflet distributing, absolutely everything- I am trying.
My accomodation is ridiculously expensive- almost £5000 for the year. My flatmates have ruined the flat, so I can count on not getting my £150 deposit back. Next term I am left with £30 a week, from what I worked out after taking my accomodation off my loans etc. Now, I know this is live-able, but its not practical. Ive never been a 'spoilt rich kid' but I am having to sacrifice socially because I cant afford it. I can get food to cost around £10 a week, which leaves me £10 to 'enjoy'. If I go out for a meal once in the week with friends then I cant do anything the rest of the week. I feel like Im missing out on making lots of friendships because most the people I have met at uni have their accomodation paid for and still get regular deposits from their parents. They always want to catch taxis everywhere, even when I ask to catch the bus cos its a lot cheaper- or walk. I have joined societies but next term how can I go when I wont have the money to pay for them? So basically, Im running out of money bad ways, and next term is going to be even worse- any advice? Saving advice?
Im sorry if this sounds like a rant
but i really do put effort into getting a job, and it feels like the lazy rich kids have everything they want.