I know I have no right to moan about anything and I know I've brought this on myself but I don't know what to do. I'm in my first year at University. I was doing well in the first semester. I really enjoyed my classes and had made some friends but then after Christmas, something odd seemed to happen. I just sort of lost the motivation to go to class. My attendance dropped until it became very low. I'd miss weeks at a time. I just felt that I didn't want to be at University any more. There were days I'd lock myself in my room and just think to myself whether University was for me. I decided I had to continue but then I found out just how behind I was and it just pushed me back into that depressed mood. I don't even know whether I'll be allowed to retake the year. If I get kicked out, my parents will kill me. I feel like I've just wrecked my life and I don't know what to do. Any advice?