hi thanks for you're reply, but i have to disagree with you, i think i am very different to gay guys, you said most gay guys are straight acting this isn't true not even close! i am pretty much straight and still see girls ....... however your right about the labels ....... this guy I'm seeing is also a genuine lad I've seen his pics from lads holidays in kavos and he plays footy on wkds and stuff. I do know we are both into each other may him more so into me than i am him, however I'm failing to see how this could work, i can see myself having a relationship with him on the quiet for a while but not long term , we've decided to get a hotel somewhere random and spend the weekend fri night- sun evening somewhere cool just the 2 of us. I really like this dude and he clearly like me judging by what he says , he's one year younger than me and he's a joiner , I'm a sports student .... also I don't even know how the sex could work ha i told him this and his reply was charming he said " sex isn't even important man, as long as I'm with you and we can fall asleep and chill together I'm the happiest lad in the world" I'm just gunna go with it but its a confusing time.... I'm starting to wander if my depression may actually be bipolar or something worse as i fear I'm getting worse and more up and down but i won't seek help for this as I'm more a natural do it yourself dude i.e exercise and focus.