Well why do u want to have friends so badly? In my opinion they are overrated. Don't get me wrong, friends are some of the cool things that life has to offer, like experiencing moments with, going cinemas doing stuff and interacting with people - they're all sick stuff. But then you realize, you can do most things that you'd do with a friend by yourself. Want to talk to someone? Write down your thoughts and you'll slowly start learning about yourself. Want to go cinemas/restaurants/biking? Do it solo. Spending time alone is at first daunting, but I promise you'll get very comfortable after some time. And if you have family around you, speak to them. Not about your struggles, rather what you enjoy doing, what you look forward to, positive things. It is healthy to talk about mental health matters, but if you spend too much time focusing on a negative issue, you get tunnel vision and that's what your outlook will be, someone who just has problems making friends etc. Now if you really want to create friends, I'd say replying to people's stories, because people love talking about themselves and what they're into, it's a good way to make conversations. And one last thing, what you see on social media does not reflect real life hands down. I always saw people having the time of their life at a party to then tell me the next day how dead it was. Don't be fooled my socials.