After 2 years, I have not managed to form a single substantial relationship. I have always found it difficult to find people who I’m compatible with and in first and second year, ended up befriending girls who treated me like trash. I am now in third year and while I was initially glad to have left behind my toxic friendships, I am now completely isolated. Because of corona, there are no societies or events running in person, so I really have no way of meeting new people. The only people who I can somewhat confide in are my three flatmates, who are all lovely people but are still just flatmates more than anything. They all have their own group of friends.
After I graduate, I can easily see us going our separate ways and virtually never seeing one another again. It honestly petrifies me to think that these 8 months or so are the last time I’m going to have any form of consistent human interaction (as I see my flatmates everyday) and after that I will have 0 friends who I can talk to.
I understand that making friends in the workplace is an option, but I think that everyone has this deepest understanding that it’s much, much more difficult and that the friends that you make at work are likely to be acquaintances more than anything.
I’m just so scared of living the rest of the my life completely alone. At least when my flatmates graduate they have a close knit group of friends who they can at least chat and hang out with, whereas I will have no one. Any advice...?