Right, I've had it.
I'm sick of doctors not listening to me, and saying it's all stress. quite frankly, it's insulting my Intelligence, I have been stressed in the past, and these symptoms are nothing like that. its much more impairing on my life, and by god, I'm getting this problem found, I don't care how many times I have to try. What I'm experiencing right now isn't normal and I'm going to get some more tests done to have the source of this problem found. and treated, so I can get on with my life as normal. Nobody knows my body better than I do. and I'm saying there's a problem, and I want it found.
Right now, I just want this all to stop, believe me, I'm not purposely wasting the doctors time for a laugh. I'm honestly in the worst state I've ever been in in my life and just because I've been stressed in the past, they think it's 'health anxiety'. If my neurologist won't send me for the MRI with contrast and an EEG to find the cause of my twitches, then I want to be referred to someone who will. I don't care if it's private, even if I have to pay to find what is causing this, then fine. because I'd rather pay and be treated early and survive, than get free care when it's too late and die. I don't want to be the sad story of the boy who died in his early 20's because of an undiagnosed illness. I'm taking action, I'm sick of just lying around and letting the problem get worse. which is what the doctors are basically telling me to do.
My plan of action is:-
See my neurologist about my scan results, if it showed nothing, I'll request an EEG done to find the cause of my muscular twitches and uncoordinated movements of my limbs. and I want it soon, not in 2-3 weeks, within a few days or else I'll ask to have it done privately.
Ask to have an MRI with contrast done to rule out a brain tumour, which is the focus of my worries right now, CT scans, especially without contrast, are very inaccurate in diagnosis and do not show very clear pictures of the brain. I do not wish to take risks when it's my neck is on the line. again, if it takes too long or they deny me the scan, I'll ask for a referral to a private clinic that will do it.
To be honest, I don't see why people are getting annoyed at me for trying to look after my own health by trying to find the cause of these symptoms. the symptoms came on at the least stressful time I've had this year. and they've been progressing rapidly without any sign of going away. and they are too consistent to be stress. Doctor's may have studied for years about the human body and diseases that affect each person. but what they forget is that every 'body' is different, and sometimes a person's word about how they feel may be the only basis of how they diagnose a person. instead of relying on a symptom list in a file of a certain disease. they should ask the right questions and ask the patient about this ailment is affecting their life and mention every symptom they experience. above all else, people have the right to make sure they are alright, if nothing is found afterwards, apologies can be made. but by no means, can you leave something like your life up to chance. if I notice a change that shouldn't be right and that messes with my thoughts, body functions and my brain, I want it seen to immediately! just like how a doctor says that your going to die from a disease, doesn't mean they are always right, nobody is always right. we are only human, after all.
However, as a human being, I am saying that there is a problem, and I want these tests to help me find out what is causing this abnormality in my body functions. I can't eat properly, sleep properly, read properly, write properly or speak properly, and these functions are the basis of my life! what do they expect me to do, sit and let it get worse and put me on a mile long waiting list for them to tell me that they think its stress?! fat chance! I'm getting this sorted! and soon! because I want to go back to university, study and get my future sorted, rather than listen to doctors say I'm crazy and too stressed.